I am prejudice. And so do you.
I am skeptic, you are too.
Oh well, I am sorry. Are you?
Tuesday, 8 January 2013
Friday, 4 January 2013
If
If they can face it all with you, be with them.
If they still want you after they know the real you, be with them.
Go ahead.
If they still want you after they know the real you, be with them.
Go ahead.
Wednesday, 26 December 2012
Fate and destiny.
Ive learnt that everything happens for a reason.
1) I chose not to be in science stream class. Fated. If i was to be a science stream student in 2000, I may not have been friends with Nairus, Najjah, Hanie, and other Muadzam's friends.
2) If I studied science, and did well, i may now become a doctor just like my bestfriend. I would probably fail as a doctor, for the fact that i get damn exhausted easily. Being a doctor would make me die faster. Haha. Again, Allah knows what's the best for me.
3) Wrongly took up the educational degree. Haha. I think I am destined to be an educator. I can feel it!
4) To be brokenhearted just about the same time as my bestfriend. Fated. It brought us closer just like the old times. Though we're busy with our career, we still managed to try and find a little time for each other. We talk almost everyday of the week just like when we're apart while doing our tertiary study.
I dont know. I am still trying to be a good Muslim. Still trying hard to be one. I am far from perfection. I give up hope and faith sometimes when faced by obstacles. But im glad i have friends on my side who always keep me on the right track again.
I believe that there are reasons for every single thing that had happened or is happening or going to happen in my life. He made the best plan for all of His servant. Allahuakbar. Only He knows what the reasons are.
I know there'll be a better future ahead of me. InsyaAllah.
1) I chose not to be in science stream class. Fated. If i was to be a science stream student in 2000, I may not have been friends with Nairus, Najjah, Hanie, and other Muadzam's friends.
2) If I studied science, and did well, i may now become a doctor just like my bestfriend. I would probably fail as a doctor, for the fact that i get damn exhausted easily. Being a doctor would make me die faster. Haha. Again, Allah knows what's the best for me.
3) Wrongly took up the educational degree. Haha. I think I am destined to be an educator. I can feel it!
4) To be brokenhearted just about the same time as my bestfriend. Fated. It brought us closer just like the old times. Though we're busy with our career, we still managed to try and find a little time for each other. We talk almost everyday of the week just like when we're apart while doing our tertiary study.
I dont know. I am still trying to be a good Muslim. Still trying hard to be one. I am far from perfection. I give up hope and faith sometimes when faced by obstacles. But im glad i have friends on my side who always keep me on the right track again.
I believe that there are reasons for every single thing that had happened or is happening or going to happen in my life. He made the best plan for all of His servant. Allahuakbar. Only He knows what the reasons are.
I know there'll be a better future ahead of me. InsyaAllah.
Monday, 10 December 2012
Babble Inc.
Dari dulu sampai sekarang. Sendi-sendi ni tak pernah gagal. Setiap satu rasa pelik yang seakan goosebump itu adalah satu tanda negatif yang sangat positif hasil tindakbalas naluri wanita aku.
Oh, yes. Memang complicated. Kena baca perlahan-lahan.
Tapi tulah dia. I kinda sensed something from the posts. Something that is not good. Like someone who's not supposed to be there was there. Times two.
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Oh, yes. Memang complicated. Kena baca perlahan-lahan.
Tapi tulah dia. I kinda sensed something from the posts. Something that is not good. Like someone who's not supposed to be there was there. Times two.
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Bila
Bila emosi tak stabil, we tend to write a piece of good shit! That when we're stable again, that piece of good shit sells!
Tiada apa yang perlu dibuai tinggi dengan harapan untuk lebih kurang 100 hari kemudian dari masa hadapan.
Jangan harap. Jangan pernah bermimpi sebab kau pun harus sudah sedia maklum—mimpi itu terlalu indah.
You dont serve Him good enough. Jadi, apa perlu meninggi harap?
Lanjut.
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Tiada apa yang perlu dibuai tinggi dengan harapan untuk lebih kurang 100 hari kemudian dari masa hadapan.
Jangan harap. Jangan pernah bermimpi sebab kau pun harus sudah sedia maklum—mimpi itu terlalu indah.
You dont serve Him good enough. Jadi, apa perlu meninggi harap?
Lanjut.
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Saturday, 1 December 2012
Tanda-tanda Kiamat
Kiamat menurut Agama Islam di tandai dgn:
- Kemunculan Imam Mahdi
- Kemunculan Dajjal
- Turunnya Nabi Isa (AS)
- Kemunculan Yakjuj dan Makjuj
- Terbitnya matahari dari Barat ke Timur
- Pintu pengampunan akan ditutup
- Dab'bat al-Ard akan keluar dari tanah & akan menandai muslim yang sebenar-benarnya.
- Kabut selama 40 Hari akan mematikan semua.
(Orang beriman sejati shj tidak perlu mengalami tanda2 kiamat lainnya)
- Sebuah kebakaran besar akan menyebabkan kerosakan
- Pemusnahan/runtuhnya Kabah
- Tulisan dalam Al-Quran akan lenyap
- Sangkakala akan ditiup pertama kalinya membuat semua makhluk hidup merasa bimbang dan ketakutan
- Tiupan sangkakala yang kedua kalinya akan membuat semua makhluk hidup mati dan yg ketiga yang membuat setiap makhluk hidup bangkit kembali
Nabi MUHAMMAD SAW telah bersabda:
"Barang siapa yg mengingatkan ini kepada orang lain, akan Ku buatkan tempat di syurga baginya pada hari penghakiman kelak".
Kita boleh kirim ribuan bbm mesra, promote, baca yang terlalu penting tapi bila kirim yang berkaitan dengan ibadah mesti berpikir 2x.
Allah berfirman :
"Jika engkau lebih mengejar duniawi daripada mengejar dekat denganKu maka Aku berikan, tapi Aku akan menjauhkan kalian dari syurgaKu".
Itulah yg dimaksud dajjal yg bermata satu—ertinya hanya memikirkan duniawi drpd akhirat.
Kerugian meninggalkan solat:
Subuh:
Cahaya wajah akan pudar.
Zuhur:
Berkat pendapatan akan hilang.
Asar:
Kesihatan mulai terganggu.
Maghrib:
Pertolongan anak akan jauh di akhirat nanti.
Isya':
Kedamaian dlm tidur sukar didapatkan.
Sebarkan dgn ikhlas. Niatkan ibadah. Sebarkan ilmu walau 1 ayat.
*dipetik seluruhnya dari kiriman WhatsApp dari seorang rakan*
*sila klik url link di bawah utk info lanjut tentang Dab'bat Al Ard. (Sumber : Wikipedia)*.
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Tuesday, 27 November 2012
Lelah.
Im tired. So i just breathe everything in and out. Live. Like normal people. As if everything is okay. (When it is obviouly not).
Jadi, hadap. Dan senyum sajalah!
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Jadi, hadap. Dan senyum sajalah!
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Monday, 26 November 2012
Deklarasi
Masa sukar.
Ranap.
Jatuh.
Namun tidak bergraviti.
Syukur.
Rasa rapuh yang cuma sehama.
Perhiasan kaca retak.
Bentuk hati.
Berhabuk.
Peluntur.
Melunturkan.
Kuman.
Jangkit.
Sakit.
Hampir.
Bangkit.
Kuat.
Bangun.
Berdiri.
Bertongkat realiti.
Masa-masa lampau.
Terekfleksikan.
Panggung.
Berputar.
Percuma tak berbayar.
Pergi jauh.
Tak mampu.
Pahit.
Wajib telan.
Kasut sendiri.
Pakai.
Gendong seorang.
Berat.
Sakit.
Pikul.
Kuat.
Jatuh.
Bangun.
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Ranap.
Jatuh.
Namun tidak bergraviti.
Syukur.
Rasa rapuh yang cuma sehama.
Perhiasan kaca retak.
Bentuk hati.
Berhabuk.
Peluntur.
Melunturkan.
Kuman.
Jangkit.
Sakit.
Hampir.
Bangkit.
Kuat.
Bangun.
Berdiri.
Bertongkat realiti.
Masa-masa lampau.
Terekfleksikan.
Panggung.
Berputar.
Percuma tak berbayar.
Pergi jauh.
Tak mampu.
Pahit.
Wajib telan.
Kasut sendiri.
Pakai.
Gendong seorang.
Berat.
Sakit.
Pikul.
Kuat.
Jatuh.
Bangun.
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Wednesday, 21 November 2012
_nv_
Dont you worry there my honey.
They will.
Eventually.
Live.
:)
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They will.
Eventually.
Live.
:)
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Sunday, 18 November 2012
Siri bercakap dengan diri sendiri (tidak berjilid)
Ok. Tadi tu apa? Sikit je lagi. Stefani dah bang tepi telinga banyak kali. Pastu boleh pulak tetiba popped out dia tu. Pastu japgi hati jadi antara garisan. Pastu mcm berat ke lemah. Pastu patah balik jadi hamba dia mcm tu.
Aku cukup xpaham diri aku sendiri.
Lagi, kenapa dugaan tu lantas-lantas je tak semena-mena?
Mmg mencabar.
Lemahnyelahai.
Sape je pon yg kau nak hambakan diri kau tu? Dia takde perasaan pon. Tak lut langsung. Mcm eh kau takde pon oksigen jugak aku sedut hari-hari. Bukan tetiba bau gas bromin.
Eh. Sungguh aku xpahamlah diri aku ni. Ape je yg die ade wei? Ya Allah. Eh. Wake up lah wei. Wake up.
Kalau kau taknak hidup kau ranap kemudian hari, baik kau sedar cepat-cepat. Baik skrg dr nanti. Pilihan kat kau. Every consequences kau tanggung sendiri. Sorang. Takde sape nak bagi bahu.
Not even your bestfriend. Bukan mak kau. Bukan sape2. Kau.
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Aku cukup xpaham diri aku sendiri.
Lagi, kenapa dugaan tu lantas-lantas je tak semena-mena?
Mmg mencabar.
Lemahnyelahai.
Sape je pon yg kau nak hambakan diri kau tu? Dia takde perasaan pon. Tak lut langsung. Mcm eh kau takde pon oksigen jugak aku sedut hari-hari. Bukan tetiba bau gas bromin.
Eh. Sungguh aku xpahamlah diri aku ni. Ape je yg die ade wei? Ya Allah. Eh. Wake up lah wei. Wake up.
Kalau kau taknak hidup kau ranap kemudian hari, baik kau sedar cepat-cepat. Baik skrg dr nanti. Pilihan kat kau. Every consequences kau tanggung sendiri. Sorang. Takde sape nak bagi bahu.
Not even your bestfriend. Bukan mak kau. Bukan sape2. Kau.
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Wednesday, 31 October 2012
X
Treat me bad!
Treat me nice, i cant work out what it means.
Make me hate you, for it would be a whole lot easier for me.
Breathe in water,
B. Disgrace
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Treat me nice, i cant work out what it means.
Make me hate you, for it would be a whole lot easier for me.
Breathe in water,
B. Disgrace
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Kadang tu i was afraid of being me. Im afraid if i ever i said too much, spoke too much, it will only pushes you away from me.
Sometimes, i find it hard, expressing myself. Im afraid what would you think of me later then.
Kadang tu, i tweeted and i deleted the tweets back. Because i hold on to Konot's words to me. Dia kata major turn off kalau perempuan tu suka mencarut. Weck pun pernah cakap, "kau maki hamun dalam post kau, nanti org ingat kau perempuan murahan".
At the same time, everyday i wish that i would change myself. The fact that, bila marah, jangan mencarut straightaway. Istighfar. Deep breath. Namun, bisikan syaitan gak menguasai aku. You know, ustaz kata, syaitan paling senang nak pengaruhi org mukmin time dia tgh marahlah. Masa perasaan marah tu membuak-buak.
Rasa kerdil di sisi Allah bila fikir. Iman rapuh.
Takpalah. This is me. Walaupun im so positive that youre with or into someone so much right now, i am tired of doing all the efforts.
But you must realise the fact that for most women, decision yang diorang buat sangat bergantung dgn emosi diorang waktu tu.
Sekian.
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Sometimes, i find it hard, expressing myself. Im afraid what would you think of me later then.
Kadang tu, i tweeted and i deleted the tweets back. Because i hold on to Konot's words to me. Dia kata major turn off kalau perempuan tu suka mencarut. Weck pun pernah cakap, "kau maki hamun dalam post kau, nanti org ingat kau perempuan murahan".
At the same time, everyday i wish that i would change myself. The fact that, bila marah, jangan mencarut straightaway. Istighfar. Deep breath. Namun, bisikan syaitan gak menguasai aku. You know, ustaz kata, syaitan paling senang nak pengaruhi org mukmin time dia tgh marahlah. Masa perasaan marah tu membuak-buak.
Rasa kerdil di sisi Allah bila fikir. Iman rapuh.
Takpalah. This is me. Walaupun im so positive that youre with or into someone so much right now, i am tired of doing all the efforts.
But you must realise the fact that for most women, decision yang diorang buat sangat bergantung dgn emosi diorang waktu tu.
Sekian.
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Tuesday, 25 September 2012
Doa, Takdir, Sebab.
Orang kata kalau selalu doa baik2 kat orang, insyaAllah akan patah balik kat kita. Aku selama ni doa yg baik2 kat kawan2. Apsal takde pon benda yg happy jadi kat diri aku? (If you know what I mean..)
Now Nadia kau nak persoalkan takdir Allah? Qada dan qadar?
Tak, aku just rasa kenapa contoh2 semua berlaku kat sekeliling aku je? Dan bukannya pada aku? Kenapa?
Sebab? Aku nak tau sebab?
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Now Nadia kau nak persoalkan takdir Allah? Qada dan qadar?
Tak, aku just rasa kenapa contoh2 semua berlaku kat sekeliling aku je? Dan bukannya pada aku? Kenapa?
Sebab? Aku nak tau sebab?
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Wednesday, 19 September 2012
Through.
She shooed you off her priority list.
You're no longer a period.
To her, now, you're just like everybody else.
Washed and unseen.
B. Disgrace
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You're no longer a period.
To her, now, you're just like everybody else.
Washed and unseen.
B. Disgrace
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Derogatory.
When she starts saving you under the alphabets, it is likely that you are no longer exist in her index.
Slides.
B. Disgrace
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Slides.
B. Disgrace
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Wednesday, 1 August 2012
Nine to Ten
Nine going to ten and yet everything is still at stake.
I wish i could stop and leave. Go on. By myself again like last year's September and back.
But i just can't. It's not that easy.
Well yea, maybe i should try HARDER. To leave.
Grounded by heart.
B. Disgrace.
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I wish i could stop and leave. Go on. By myself again like last year's September and back.
But i just can't. It's not that easy.
Well yea, maybe i should try HARDER. To leave.
Grounded by heart.
B. Disgrace.
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Thursday, 5 July 2012
Why Argue?
I dont understand why couples have to argue on something silly.
Look, there's always two sides of a coin.
Reality check - in some cases, we; males and females, think differently. Bear it! Live with it.. Stop arguing. Work things out. Creatively. Hmm~
Okay, i must admit that i, myself, have had, at times, feel kinda hurt by what my guy does, but yes, life aint gonna be easy for us at all time.
Cheers!
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Look, there's always two sides of a coin.
Reality check - in some cases, we; males and females, think differently. Bear it! Live with it.. Stop arguing. Work things out. Creatively. Hmm~
Okay, i must admit that i, myself, have had, at times, feel kinda hurt by what my guy does, but yes, life aint gonna be easy for us at all time.
Cheers!
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Tuesday, 19 June 2012
I got that.
Dengan satu lafaz i end this crazy thing inside my head this instant. Soalan mudah pun tak boleh jawab. Hint read. Ok thanks bye.
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Wednesday, 9 May 2012
I is..
Too fragile for anyone.
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Jatuh.
Tabung isian semula oksigen ketinggalan.
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