Don’t cry for someone who doesn’t cry for you, it’s not worth it.

Yes. I got this quote from a Twitter acc that I follow. :)

Yuh, right, Nadia! Dengar Paparazzi pun menitis air mata. On your way home from office tadi tu hape? Haha. Tadi, after i clicked the send button to an email yang i sent to Najjah pun tersentap juga. Lagu Faith. Seriously serious! Tak tipu punya. Sumpah. Maybe just kebetulan kot sebab masa tu lagu unshuffled and sedang putar lagu-lagu start dari huruf F. Hmmmm. Harap bukan petanda apa-apa. Sebab aku dah malas. Im giving up. Im backing off. For good. Yes, that's what i hope for now. Sekarang, aku nak hidup yang carefree. Aku nak hidup yang takde pening-pening. Yang aku merajuk sorang-sorang, rasa exploited sorang-sorang, rasa cemburu sorang-sorang. Which is plain stupid lah kan? Hmmm.

So, i guess that's it lah. No more Enjel kesayangan hamba lagi. Enjel is dead. Dalam hati aku jelah. Dia hidup lagi.

Fuck! The other one won the battle. Thanks. (Perli diri sendiri).

Some things are better left unsaid.

Maybe I was just carried away with his kindness.

Kan?

Not a big deal lah.

Kot.

Agaknya.

Rasanya.

Entah.

B. Disgrace

*fcuked up for the gazillionth time.