Friday, 20 February 2009

a slight update

LIFE. life's just okay.

LOVE. love's been the worst. i dunno y nazrin made a decision just like that without ever want to discuss it over. I HATE HIM!! i do. but, there's times when i miss him. (confused hah? ya, me too). i hate you nazrin. giving hopes n ruin things just as easy. kuanghaja! (pls say the word like nairus' n fairuz's version). huuuu, u know it's very dissapointing.. i just spill about our rship to aina.. sedih that it cudnt work out AGAIN. 10,000,000th time now. bosan je aina nak dengar. so, ive decided not to tell aina pulak bout the split. gile.. pamie dah pesan, dont go too rush in future.. i dont. i din. nazrin did!! die yg rushing2 into it so much.. sayang, blablabla itu.. sayang, blablabla ini.. sayang i sket.. all the craps.. ewh.. eerghhh! i am so not over it ke? relax nadia, it's a phase... just a phase.. haha.. cakap kat zul bukan main pandal lagi.. phase la ape la... wekk.. ppl..

WORK/OFFICE. work's never been more stressful. dgn pending daily reports since 30th jan until 17th feb. it's half a mth man.. i cant believe that zam cud be that selfish when i was on my medical leave. man, gdm! i was sick...!! n yati n azmi pon tak bleh plak nak pakse zam suh wat eh? tqvm all. tqvm. it's my day now. urs will come one day. huh! REVENGE!! GRUDGES!! ya Allah, busuknye ati aku.. huh! nak wat camne.. like mashe consoled me, saying : nard, kdg2 kawan2 ni pun susah gak nak ckp.. hmmm, mmg pon!! balek2 aku je yg kene buli. mentang2 la aku ni lemah... duuh!! hmm, well, oh yes.. OM team dah reshuffle balek.. nazri gi injap, halim's taking his place, humai ganti uncle krishnan jadi driver halim, while uncle krishnan jadi driver team bani.. bani dah pening dari pagi semalam mikirkan masalah berdepek datang atas bahu.. haishhh.. owh, n acik plak masuk geng abg hamzah.. hahhh, amek ko reshuffle cam haram.. zam plak, taking halim's mwo part.. halim kene handle team 2A.. hell dowhh for him.. that's seriously a total disaster.. halim sangat tidak mahu handle site balek.. he's been there last year for a few mths.. dan mcm2 die merungut dengan penuh hampe.. dahla takleh nak ot, pastu huuuhh, kalao aku, part yg paling aku benci is when it comes to month end n u have to settle all of the ot chit for the team members. huh! tough2!! god bless him.. n fyi, we're still not in talking term.. but yeah he did text me while i was hospitalized the other day but i din replied his sms ever.. up until now.. jahat kan aku? no, i just cant accept what he'd said to me.. he said it into my face.. pointing his finger.. into my face.. seriously man, i cant accept that.. im sorry.. kau mintak maaf jela dengan tuhan k.. i think ive already done my part ..

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