it’s been a long time since my last post.. been very busy with WORKS WORKS WORKS lately.. hmmphh… lesser times to spend with buds n pets n family..
WORK. for the past one year, everything seems ok.. i cant say that everything’s went wel cus it’s a total lie.. nu job, bigger responsibilities after one of the staff resigned. hmm..
LIFE. life? i dun think i have any since i started working back in operations n maintenance div.. huuuuuu.. sedey! even when aina came back here for hols pun i gotsa see her for one time je.. :8(( sowi lalink.. :8(( renduuuuuu ni… n same goes with rakan2 skola rendah ku.. esp, zul, yayan, reggy, ajoy (sowiiiiiii pasal last minute tak dapat pegi kenduri itu!!)..
Dad. i oways hav fights with babah. big ones. humongous, huge. (u choose). most of the time on money. on payday. about which car imma buy. about my frens. about who’s im seeing/dating. who’s calling me. about my working attitude? (who the heck he think he is?). close frens hav been listening to the craps for years now. argh! the cibai-est fact is: WHATEVER he says GOES. "im the KING of the HOUSE". "if u want to live one roof with me, u must follow my rules or otherwise u can live by yourself outside" (fuck). mcm la aku nak sgt duk kat uma tu! (kan along?). ive punched my bedroom wall to ease the stressful fights.. huuuuuuuuuuuuuuu… sedey.. as usual, "knape idop ni mcm babi?". abah, stop being damn overprotective n pls learn to let go of me. im going on 23 dis year. get a life!
Boy. i hav my own reasons to actually hate or disrespect him. (pegi mampos). i dun care. owh, after what? two to three years now, he came back n showing off his new cipet (gf)–who is happened to be junior than me, 2 years at least– to mak n mak easily accepted him back.. i felt horrible n u can say that im threatened when i heard the news that perempuan zana cipet tu is younger than me. (that im not his ‘lil sis’ anymore) how fuck up is that? (or am i just being a fat ass emolicious sister?) arghh! the next thing i know that he brought the stupid girl (who fall for my asshole brother, the most stupidest, selfish-est human being on earth-after en ajis of course!) to see my psychodad n bam! he liked her (of course cus he cant see ppl’s face clearly).. hek elehh.. n again i was threatened.. how cibai is that? u tell me…
Pempuan ZANA (boy’s cipet). i was having thoughts bout me being rude to her i.e rolling my eyes when she (sincerely kunun2) smiled at me while we’re shaking hands. ok, baru nak insaf skejap tibe2 on mother’s day she blowed my top again! nak suck up my mother wishing happy mother’s day.. (macam takde mak sendiri). kalo takde pon, pegi la wish kat tea lady kat ofis ko tuu!! BONGOK! hahaha.. i then smsed boy n ckp mrapu2…=die tak brani call i.. but he called my mother’s fon 8 times.. tapi aku da wat fon mak to silent mode.. (haha, padan muke ko!!)
Ayu (from mak’s ofis). pempuan psycho from east coast (care not to share the exact state). sukati makapak die je calling my mom mama.. kepale tut laa!!! (owh, i was not threatened langsong dgn pempuan ni…). mak never bother about her. tapi… ergh! rase nak sepak (as slap) her heek off her face when i drop by at mak’s ofis for the first time with sufiah.. bodo dan sgt mangkok.. muke cam iban nak jadi adek bradek aku! ahh, pegi mampos ah sume!!
Aunty Zana (su’s soon wife to be). i dun like her cus she took away my fave, closest, cool, loving uncle away from me.. n now, su looks like a serabai guy with moustache(did i spell it right?) and beard. huduh! she possessed him. n umpan him with money, which is su’s weakness, i guess! huuuuu.. she’s buying him a camry.. skang su da cam arrogant sket.. like 3.2%.. tak cuke!!! nak su yg dulu… oways have time for nieces.. late nite hangouts.. lepak2 tym… now nie, nak tanye opinions on kete pon agak sukar.. every single time i called he’s like " su kat shalam ni adik.. maybe next time.. later aite?" huuuuuuuuuuu!! tak cuke!!!!! aunty zana, dun take away my su lan!! :8((
i envy dis girl so much. perfect skin, perfect hair, perfect skin’s reflection, perfect figure, almost everything about her is damn perfect! huhu.. lifestyle die pon sangat cool.. tym nak jelite, jelite je die. tym nak elegant, elegant.. tym nak funky, funky.. tym nak sepsi, sepsi.. :8)~ farehah, if u’r reading dis, u go girl!! :8)~ simply becus u dun hav to act supan. seriously, she’s just being herself.. takyah nak pretend2 like u;r sumkind of supan girl.. kan kan??
hmm.. so, imma werk my ass 4 citibank plak.. imma housing loan credit operator! yeh! to sape2 yg nak wat housing loan, approach la i! *wink* keje ok kot.. sbb ade yus.. haha! aku pon tatau fullname die ape.. blasah je panggel yus.. so from tomorrow onwards i’ll be continuing the tradition of my laki.. yeeha! misti nnt dapat jumpe shahril kan? yeh, shahril sangat ensem walaupon susah berbini.. (jgn jeles ye..)
hmm.. da bape mgu since aj balek.. but i never had the chance to meet her yet.. adekah die sangat bz? wid haus stufs prolly. or she just in the mode of not-going-to-socialize, still? perhaps.. i dunno.. i told her oredi yg i merajuk bodo ngan die.. huhu.. (saje) but she never replied my sms since.. let her laa… biarlah… emosi kot.. :8)~
am currently working my ass off kat dis fashion line co la.. sangat penat.. but at least i’ll oways have my family n relatives there if anything ever goes wrong… along, su lan n adie (my uncle adie la actually).. the keje is quite ez la.. but then the capacity, pergh! sangat banyak… kalo nak suh aku tunjuk diff die in graphs.. aku gune graf kuadratik.. (sorry for being crappy).. la bla bla.. not even a month aku keje sane, boss’s lil sis (fenly) has been calling me almost everyday. asking 4 help. suh handle red zone’s times square store n the upcoming store that’ll prolly be opened son in swp. sangat pening laa at d 1st time… suruh je aku handle stock, stockcard listing laa.. hek eleh.. da la aku lembab accounts2 ni! tp quite ok laa… things went well je.. kalau tak paham pape, aku tanye su or trus refer kat fenly. owh lupe nak mention, ofis kat ceras bisnes ctr. transportation kat sane cam haram! so, i decided to ikut my "uncle" adie n su everyday to ofis.. malas nak ikot along sbb pempuan tu kua awal. pastu jln kaki cam haram tuuuuuu.. jauh tuuuu from taman midah to ofis.. da la ade anjeng!! berekor2.. cam haram.. ergh… signing off.. ade hal.. later2 i sambong.. dada
heee…~~ me like to try (STRICTLY) not to use BAD/HARSH words ever again in my everday talking.. will dis succeed? frens, i kinda really nid ur moral support. to eniey, thanks 4 ur STRONG encouragement. really appreciate dat. to Aj, pls slap me if i ever swear/curse again. to jera n kerol, pls STOP using dat P word at least to me.. it’ll help me ALOT in getting rid of the temptation of saying IT again.. to najjah, i love you to nairus, mannnnn.. i miss you like HELL.. and thanks for using only SUPAN words in our every conversation!! :8)~ im getting meleret2.. off xoxo
